A night that changed the day

So today began very early with little rest and so much to do. I made it to class a little early to class so I tried to gather my thoughts and get ready for the day, but for whatever reason I was feeling horrible, I was leaning over in class thinking I was going to pass out. It was horrible. Then I had a break from 1-630, so I went and got some Jamba Juice and started in on my hw. The day was getting better. Then I went into Old Testament and overwhelmed with information. Dr. Watson is a brilliant mind and I struggle to always follow along. But it was good. All I could think of was getting home to my wife, and going to bed. But something happened on my way home, I put on a podcast like I always do, I am addicted to listening to other speakers, if you speak I listen... And it was one of my favorite Pastor, Francis Chan from Cornerstone Simi Valley... And oh my gosh, I was completly renewed in strength, and felt God speaking to me saying we need to do something in Riverside! I dunno what it was or what I am suppose to do, but espicially in High School and College students, my heart goes out to them... My heart breaks for them when I think of what they are going through and have no hope, because no one has shared the absolute love of Christ. I wish desparately that I could portray Christ better so that people would know him... Right now the words of this blog cant even describe how my heart is breaking for these students! So now I am at home, listenting, praying, thinking of how I can make myself accessible to God for changing these students lives. It has to happen... We only have two options, and for me to know that I am not doing everything in my being to show people Christ is unacceptable...Maybe that is why I am not able to sleep these past 2 weeks, because I am being self absorbed with the youth group we have right now, maybe we need a complete change in the way we think and our society knows Christians... We need to be ready to do what it takes to follow Christ and love people!!!